As a young adult, I became aware of different topics through a catalog. This catalog showcased books on a whole new array of topics I was not familiar with. This is when I opened my mind to reading topics covering alternative energy work, psychic phenomena, and the concept of living many lives. This was totally different from the traditional religion I was involved in as a child growing up.
Later in my life, I took classes and began my training on Cranial Sacral Therapy and Reiki from two different teachers. I realized as a young adult, I really wanted to do energy work. But, did not have the training until the last five years. I have no regrets taking the steps to do these classes. It is a process of learning experiences and I never knew what was going to happen.
I recall an unforgettable experience. This occurred during a Cranial Sacral Therapy class. I was on the massage table with a fellow class student cradling the back of my head. This brought me to a place in which I was describing what I saw. During this recall, I became aware that I was a deaf boy living on the streets. I grew attached to a beautiful woman who had dedicated her life to helping the sick, dying, and children without family. It appeared that she was working at a make shift hospital. Then I became aware of another person, a man speaking with this woman whom I had felt loved by. When I realized she was leaving to go to another place and not coming back, I cried out with my grief and reexperienced the mournful and sad pain of abandonment. I lay there on the table, fully conscious and sobbing my eyes out. The pain and ache in my heart was tremendous. This process brought about reexperiencing a loss that I had not resolved from that past life. The students and the teacher worked with me to help my heart heal, and feel good about myself. This experience made me realized that I really struggled with abandonment issues in this life time.
When I work on someone, it is an amazing and beautiful process for that person. Each person has good and bad experiences in their memories. These experiences and feelings can and does affect the physical body. When someone comes in for sessions, we can discuss current issues, concerns, he/she is struggling with. Sometimes, it is revisiting a childhood pain. Sometimes, it is revisiting a past life experience that is traumatic. When a person chooses to come in for Cranial Sacral Therapy and/or Reiki, that person is taking steps to a healing path which brings about empowerment. It is about letting go of being a victim.
I am grateful for the opportunities to go through this process and bring about a more healthy and happier me. I now enjoy feelings opposite of abandonment. I enjoy family and friends that love and support me.